Captured Moments

  Being human means  we feel many things and think many things throughout each lifetime.  It is part of how we function.  The issue is we can accrue many negative things that we use to define ourselves that simply aren't true. Maybe we become attached to them, identified through them or react as if it is us but it still isn't true! Perhaps it is from ancestral pain, a parent's unresolved issue, family fears, worries or deep concerns but none of that is who we are.   Our OWN INNER LIGHT can be used as a LIGHT to help us see what is old, stuck and ready to be 'gently and lovingly' released.  And released, at its right and perfect time.  If there is more to learn and access, we may have more loops and hoops to go through but, if it is time, the pockets of old human misery can go, allowing in fresh new changes and fresh new LIGHT. Any part of us that has been encased in darkness, hurt, pain, confusion or anger can be deeply released and...

  The way the 'waves' (our initial parents) wave us in, we learn how to behave in current society.  We are taught many things about manners, how to dress, speak, react and respond and how to take care of our bodies.  We are taught how to keep ourselves safe, protected and how to interact with others.  As we learn and absorb many things, we also learn how to keep things and aspects of ourselves hidden.  Certain body functions, certain terms or phrases that are not acceptable, particular behaviors, in general, that are frowned on.  Our waves or initial caregivers, grandparents, extended family, friends, teachers, neighbors and co-workers can also add commentary about what is and isn't acceptable. Once we have collected all this information to apply out into the world, we have become skilled at what to do and not do in public. And, in that effort to hide certain things not to be aired in public, many secrets, disclosures, stuck old pain and hurts from the past...

After we have set up the communication with our LIGHT and have tested it, we must quietly, truthfully, give our system permission to  receive it.  Allow the old, stuck blockages to relax and let go.  Forgiveness and gratitude are the best approaches to take to allow and invite in the LIGHT to continuously heal what got stuck and must now clear out.  We have amazing ways to protect ourselves from harm and keep out what is not best for us.  We can learn to  discern what continues to serve us either physically, emotionally, mentally, psychologically, spiritually or psychically or maybe even just energetically!  Yet, our human system can then become rigid, tight, closed or defensive in order to never let that harmful person or experience in again to create or generate more conflict, chaos or confusion.  Those defenses can appear to work in the short term, however, they can end up hurting our system unconsciously over time.  Like a closed art...

  As we are born and 'waved' through by our initial caregivers; parents, grandparents, extended family, we develop all our  initial aspects of physical, emotional, mental, psychological, intellectually, psychic and spiritual  aspects.  Much of what we learn is formed around the parents or first caregivers ideas of us and also themselves, based on their experiences.  Roles, gender, early signs of strengths and weaknesses, early signs or signals of talent or innate abilities or understanding and how best they can relate to us as we form. Once we have gone to and through all the ages and stages of our growth and development, what's been required, requested and sustained into adulthood through all needed and necessary education, we begin standing on our own two feet!  We have usually grown effectively and efficiently enough to be functional members of the society and family we have initially grown up in! However, the parental job is long and sometimes...

  When we stuff away our old emotions, as most people are taught to do, we think we have hidden them away for good.  Yet, if and when we are triggered by events or relationships that may have created them before, they can rear their ugly heads.  They can almost appear 'dragon-like' in their bumpy, awkward built up rage.  When we see it this way, that they have literally, 'dragged on' (dragon)!  So, of course they are not happy, respectful or easy to deal with.  Sometimes, at the very end of their tail, a  crystal might just form, holding a truth about why they have appeared. PERHAPS THEY HAVE APPEARED TO BE CLEARED. Stuffing away old feelings and emotions is not a healthy practice.  We have to transform and transmute those negative, harmful, hurtful energies in order to progress. Often they get triggered by false or outgrown circumstances and they have to push up and out in order to become clear. Perhaps we have had to put up with something we did...

When we know something deep inside isn't right for us, something 'pings' us to get our attention. It is our Truth signaling that a falsehood has just landed in our system or energy field or it is time to face what isn't or hasn't been working.  It may feel like a pain, a confusion, a doubt, a question but our Truth does want us to notice.  In fact, 'Falsehoods' are incredibly useful on our way to greater Truth!  When we realize who we aren't, the door can open to who we actually are!  If we've had a job that works until it doesn't, there's an opportunity.  A relationship suddenly dries up, another door could appear.  A frustration with our housing until we've had enough encourages us to walk on!  Often the reason something has begun to not work so well or is ending is because something better is heading our way. Sometimes the 'pings' are positive signals that  something new and growth enhancing has also landed in our system or ene...

  When we work with the energetic Truth, that we are LOVE ITSELF, the opposite force will also come.  This is to, ultimately, balance the energies.  We need to be conscious of both polarities, finding that balance, harmony and peace between them. When we are born, we have a purity about us.  Much like a clean and clear  barrel of fresh, clean water we can drink from.  If we have had or have parents, grandparents or ancestors who have carried 'darker' qualities such as addiction, rage, violence, secrets, mental imbalances, a ruthlessness, say in business, that might act like a dropper full of black poison, slowly dripping into our own water supply, over the years.  Meaning we can unconsciously or subconsciously, pick up this energy, as if it is our own.  We may end up wrestling with it, to clear it, when it isn't even ours. When people are not conscious of their own behaviors and how they effect others, they can 'project their own shadows' on us, t...